Saturday, November 30, 2013

as i did nothing on yesterday evening (i just went to bed cause it's the best thing, which solves every problem) i had a lot of stuff to do today and tomorrow but i just can't get anything done, overthinking every detail of yesterday's conversation and of everything that happened and it just won't go away. i thought i was having a rather good time but surprisingly it can change to something quite opposite in just few seconds.  and kinda everything sucks right now.-.-; and yeah, i had too much trust in people and i did not learn from my mistakes.

Friday, November 29, 2013

mit dir bin ich auch allein

wonderful friday evening with building materials and unstarted project.<3

Thursday, November 28, 2013

i'm preparing my sheet for tomorrows descriptive geometry, i only hope that i haven't fail the last test.-.-; anyway i was so close to not to give a fuck today but i ended up doing stuff and overthinking every possible thing. and i would kill for a piece of chocolate cake with lots lots of cream and chocolate in it.

Monday, November 25, 2013

i'm glad that last week is finally over. but the starting will be another hard one. this time i have to take my stupid project seriously and i have an exam next teusday and nothing to look forward to. i don't know what i have thought 1,5 week ago but i guess i was quite upbeat and optimistic and stuff and now i'm only left with doubt and this little drop of fear that again i might have had to much trust towards people.

Thursday, November 21, 2013

it's 10pm and i should start doing my project but i guess i'll do it on sunday evening(starting at 10pm)-.-; this past week's been so exhausting. i knew that i'll have a lot of stuff to do, but i was kinda really optimistic and hyped up but it's not even like i'm disappointed or something cause i'm aware of the amount of things that have to be done but well yeah.-.-

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

it's almost midnight, a perfect time for jazz.

Sunday, November 17, 2013

lately i feel like a bucket full of luck, seriously i was always pessimistic and had rather bad luck or no luck, and i just don't know what's happening. it's insane + the fact that i still can't understand how one thing lately happened. okay. enough. i have to finish my project for tomorrow. i have no idea what i meant when i started 2 weeks ago.

Saturday, November 16, 2013

you kept me alive with your sweet flowing love

trying to make my presentation about ceramic but i just can't concentrate on it. guess i've got other things to think about.

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

summer has passed so fast, autumn too, cause the leaves have almost fallen and winters is almost a month away, but memories of the hot golden sun still remain. while browsing through tumblr i came across photos from paris and well hard to say i wouldn't like to be there now, just to take a walk through the city or jardin des tuileries i regret not having copied all the photos from the summer trip so i can show you only a few not even the most interesting ones.

 these fruit just look so beautiful, almost as a painting *.*

view from the triumph arc at about 10pm

 stainlens cat at montmartre

 bir-hakeim - passy
 polish cheese extremely expensive;d 

funny asian people;d

Sunday, November 10, 2013

days're passing by so quickly

posting something i did today and a sketch i did few days ago.

I've seen her comin'
comin' back to me
in my dark cold dreams

i don't know, i guess i prefer the sketch. it's kinda more the thing i wanted.

Saturday, November 2, 2013

spending weekend at home visiting mostly family and meeting a few friends. i don't know why but coming back makes me almost always gloomy and dejected.

posting some sketches from september, really quick