Friday, December 27, 2013

I used to think maybe you love me, now baby I'm sure you don't

anyway christmas are over, but the break is fortunately not over yet;d
i should be doing some stuff like drawing for history of architecture or some other things but i'm sitting on tumblr all day.xd

Monday, December 23, 2013

all christmas cakes are baked, but the mess is still everywhere:D
instead of traditional christmas songs, which i personally never listen to, i'm totally in love with their bossa nova versions.;d

Thursday, December 19, 2013

Think of all the fellas that I haven't kissed

Think of all the fun I've missed,
Think of all the fellas that I haven't kissed,

Monday, December 16, 2013

you pull me gently closer but then again you push me away

so i must definitely change so many things in my life. starting now.
like my attitude towards some things, and i guess my diet, i must start doing more things i want to be good at, maybe find time to read more (try not to fall asleep while reading late at night) and pass all the exams in the first attempt. and generally finally move on.(guess this is the tricky part)

Sunday, December 15, 2013

I love you, baby, can I have some more

making my project, this time really quick and kinda messy but this one is just to present the first idea so it doesn't have to be so pretty and stuff;d fortunately i guess;d
  i don't know, people keep complaining about the weather, that it's cold, windy, drizzly and foggy, but i just love it! the bare trees with shiny drops dangling on the branches or the mist created by the fog or the chill making my cheeks flush and the little drops falling from the sky gently covering all my stuff. all seems kinda melancholy and poetic..well yeah.;d

Friday, December 6, 2013

i woke up this morning and my first thought was what the fuck happend, wow so much snow. this hurricane, i dont know how it's called but whatever, hit yesterday and finally it feels like living by the sea. i love these strong winds blowing like hell all around, the only thing i don't like is cold as hell snow hitting your face when you try to walk. anyway i try to get through all the university stuff i have to do. 

i'm having a rather hard time now, as there's so much work and some other personal stuff, in general a lot is going on right now, happening so quick. i have a bunch of things i want to change, but it's really hard to get out of this routine(i really, really want to break it, but how can i, when i put a lot of time in doing stuff for univerisity and there's almost nothing left for me) i have this list of things i want to learn and try but when?:< maybe i should cut my hair, and let it be a beginning of a new period (but cutting my hair never was a beginning or an end, it was rather on a maybe it's time for a change...;d)

Sunday, December 1, 2013

you thought you were there to guide me

You thought you were there to guide me
 You were only in my way

You thought you were there to guide me from lalicornenoire on 8tracks Radio.

 Track list
1. Tears don't fall Bullet For My Valentine
2. Mein Herz Brennt Rammstein
3. Open Wounds Skillet
4. Wake up Three Days Grace
5. Set it off P.O.D.
6. Papercut Linkin Park
7. I'm so sick Flyleaf
8. Ohne Dich Rammstein
9. Call Me When You're Sober Evanescence
10. Just Like You Three Days Grace
11. With You Linkin Park
12. Imperfection Skillet
wow it's december, how has this year gone by so fast? sometimes i fell like yesterday was only january but on the other hand last monday seems like a thousands years away.

Saturday, November 30, 2013

as i did nothing on yesterday evening (i just went to bed cause it's the best thing, which solves every problem) i had a lot of stuff to do today and tomorrow but i just can't get anything done, overthinking every detail of yesterday's conversation and of everything that happened and it just won't go away. i thought i was having a rather good time but surprisingly it can change to something quite opposite in just few seconds.  and kinda everything sucks right now.-.-; and yeah, i had too much trust in people and i did not learn from my mistakes.

Friday, November 29, 2013

mit dir bin ich auch allein

wonderful friday evening with building materials and unstarted project.<3

Thursday, November 28, 2013

i'm preparing my sheet for tomorrows descriptive geometry, i only hope that i haven't fail the last test.-.-; anyway i was so close to not to give a fuck today but i ended up doing stuff and overthinking every possible thing. and i would kill for a piece of chocolate cake with lots lots of cream and chocolate in it.

Monday, November 25, 2013

i'm glad that last week is finally over. but the starting will be another hard one. this time i have to take my stupid project seriously and i have an exam next teusday and nothing to look forward to. i don't know what i have thought 1,5 week ago but i guess i was quite upbeat and optimistic and stuff and now i'm only left with doubt and this little drop of fear that again i might have had to much trust towards people.

Thursday, November 21, 2013

it's 10pm and i should start doing my project but i guess i'll do it on sunday evening(starting at 10pm)-.-; this past week's been so exhausting. i knew that i'll have a lot of stuff to do, but i was kinda really optimistic and hyped up but it's not even like i'm disappointed or something cause i'm aware of the amount of things that have to be done but well yeah.-.-

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

it's almost midnight, a perfect time for jazz.

Sunday, November 17, 2013

lately i feel like a bucket full of luck, seriously i was always pessimistic and had rather bad luck or no luck, and i just don't know what's happening. it's insane + the fact that i still can't understand how one thing lately happened. okay. enough. i have to finish my project for tomorrow. i have no idea what i meant when i started 2 weeks ago.

Saturday, November 16, 2013

you kept me alive with your sweet flowing love

trying to make my presentation about ceramic but i just can't concentrate on it. guess i've got other things to think about.

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

summer has passed so fast, autumn too, cause the leaves have almost fallen and winters is almost a month away, but memories of the hot golden sun still remain. while browsing through tumblr i came across photos from paris and well hard to say i wouldn't like to be there now, just to take a walk through the city or jardin des tuileries i regret not having copied all the photos from the summer trip so i can show you only a few not even the most interesting ones.

 these fruit just look so beautiful, almost as a painting *.*

view from the triumph arc at about 10pm

 stainlens cat at montmartre

 bir-hakeim - passy
 polish cheese extremely expensive;d 

funny asian people;d

Sunday, November 10, 2013

days're passing by so quickly

posting something i did today and a sketch i did few days ago.

I've seen her comin'
comin' back to me
in my dark cold dreams

i don't know, i guess i prefer the sketch. it's kinda more the thing i wanted.

Saturday, November 2, 2013

spending weekend at home visiting mostly family and meeting a few friends. i don't know why but coming back makes me almost always gloomy and dejected.

posting some sketches from september, really quick

Sunday, October 27, 2013

posting something i did on my university classes
very short animation of a house we did in sketchup

updating with some stuff i'm doing recently for myself;d

again model in sketchup, work in progress.

Saturday, October 26, 2013

I'm a high school lover, and you're my favorite flavor

posting bunch of sketches from classes or just from somewhere or whatever.

-hej, ona wyglada jak Maryja! 

Oh God why?!

proj arch

and some feets;d

posting something i did some time ago, actually i wanted a different result so i'll be repainting it in a little while perhaps on a bigger canvas.

Friday, October 25, 2013

good mornin'
i should be off in a few minutes, but it's pretty cold outside (what a surprise, it's almost november!) so i sit and contemplate my breakfast and this song. that's what's a fun morning;D

Thursday, October 24, 2013

so finally the internet is here:D
i can't believe that a month has already passed. incredible! generally i'm having quite a good time here;D it's fun. the studies are fun, well more or less, the people are fun. mostly people but that's the point, right?

Friday, October 4, 2013

so well yes, i'm an official student now i have my student card finally yay! but i still don't have internet in my new place and it kinda sucks but maybe because of that i was able to complete my first project;d

Sunday, September 22, 2013

the golden grey fields
dancing around me
hair floating round my face
kissed by the soothing wind
blackbirds chasing something 
high in the misty sky 

Thursday, September 19, 2013

I'm posting some drawings from the last 3 months. (from the oldest to newest) Maybe you can recognize who's one the picture;D
(sorry that they are so dark but photos are better than scanned pic.)

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

yay! i'm movin out next week. i'm kinda excited;d
i dyed my hair yesterday and now they're something between cherry red, dark plum and brown. O_o but it's fun anyway;D 
i finally started drawing again.yay! i still need to catch up with some episodes of Borgen, the next 2 new are aired tomorrow so i still have some time;D  i also have a pretty huge list of movies i want to watch like Adore, the new Woody Allen movie- Blue Jasmine, some old stuff with Keira Knightley, Lolita (i love watch adaptations after reading books;d)
Currently i'm reading Mrs. Dalloway by V.Woolf and i totally love it.
well if you're interested, on flickr you can find photos from my recent hiking trip (i'll post some here in the nearest future)

Friday, September 13, 2013

I'm back from mountains. The trip was absolutely fantastic. The weather couldn't have been better, we were completely soaked only once, so i guess it's okay;D I;m going through photos so maybe i'll post some later. But for sure they will appear on flickr as soon as flickr comes back at 2pm.  Anyway i came back with a sore throat and today i can hardly speak.;d but it's gonna be fine. tomorrow i'm going with my flat mates to sign an agreement and i'm moving. so the next week gonna be exciting i guess.;d

Friday, August 30, 2013

the music there it was hauntingly...familiar

i'm almost packed. but it seems i'll have to leave few thing at home. like my camera;D there's not enough place for it in my backpack:C (but i'm taking it anyway);D can't wait to be finally in the train!

Thursday, August 29, 2013

I get up, and nothing gets me down.

look what an awesome thing i got there:D

well yep. tomorrow we're going. i have bought food for 2 weeks. some instant milk, puddings, some kinds of jellys (called kisiel), some musli, and instant soups with noodles;d oh and some kosher Jewish bread, i've never tried it but this kind of trips are perfect for trying different things out;D
i hope the weather will be fine. at least it could be not rainy. i'm also hoping to take another thousand photos this summer.:D

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back

Saturday, August 24, 2013

so slowly i'm collecting my stuff for a hiking trip. i was making a to-take-list but it ended as a piece of paper for sketches;d

i still have no flat...but i hope my friends will find something otherwise we will have quite a huge problem...

Thursday, August 8, 2013

I'm back from Paris. Actually i don't remember telling you that i was going there.O-o Anyway i'm home now and maybe i'll go through photos and post something here, but i don't think that will happen soon (or ever).
During my trip i read couple of books, well maybe a little bit more than couple. I finally read Fight Club and One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest ( i was surprised that Chief is narrating the story, i guess that after watching the movie i was simply assuming that McMurphy is the narrator), and some other books i wanted to read for a long time. Still i have a long list and instead of shrinking it's getting longer and longer. 
After watching a series of french movies i guess i'll catch up with the latest (or more or less latest) releases. I was planning to see Despicable me 2 but i'm not really sure if it's still on. 

Thursday, July 11, 2013

You ask me where I been?
I've been everywhere
I don't wanna be no where but here
i'm playing around with paints and still lifes. i must buy some new paints cause i can't get some colours and i love playing with colours.;d maybe later i will post some of my works.

anyway i'm reading the series of unfortunate events by lemony snicket, i've always wanted to read it but never had time to do it.

Sunday, July 7, 2013

Every day's gonna bring some sadness

Every day's gonna bring some sadness
Every day's gonna bring some gladness

Friday, June 28, 2013

there ain't no cure for the summertime blues

i haven't felt so good for i don't know how long, well at least for half of the day. but meh whatever.

anyway cool song.

Saturday, June 22, 2013

trying to catch my breath
thoughts rolling in my head
heating blood in my veins
running through a starry street
turning around
they are chasing me
blood dripping from my hands
wind blowing away the scarlet night.

Friday, June 21, 2013

spiders running down my neck
on a lonely windy night
 i'm walking the streets 
the stars are falling down

Sunday, June 16, 2013

yay finally after the shitty exams. i guess with shitty results but whatever. i'm tired as hell. and i need an idea for my life.

Monday, May 27, 2013

leaving for a while 'cause i need to take a break from this whole shit.

Friday, May 24, 2013

watching hannibal lately and because i had to fill the gap between the previous episodes and the last one i've been trying to draw some things.;d

art (c)me. do not use/claim as yours etc.
is it the sound of the old motorcycle america?
whatever the answer is, the song is pure awesomeness

Thursday, May 23, 2013

2000 light years from home.

i'm million light years from the satisfying level of my art.

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

funny, how suddenly people tend to love even lame movies just because one particular actor from another movie/series stars in it.
absolutely beautiful.

Sunday, May 19, 2013

reading a song of ice and fire again. such a shame i'm lame and lazy cause otherwise i'd have made soooo many illustrations.:< maybe the next time i'll read the books.

posting some stuff i did lately, like few weeks ago.

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

well, it's been a while since i've shared some thoughts with  you guys about the stuff i watch, so i've just seen iron man 3 and i must sadly admit that they have always the same trite ideas. the awesome guy who pushes away a young fan and then he becomes the villain. the first that came to my mind was the incredibles. but even though i guess it's worth seeing. much better than iron man 2. they did a pretty good work on the special effects, well yeah, i guess nowadays movies usually do. but it was fun.;>

Monday, May 13, 2013

hello my love, it's getting cold on this island


awesome song.
tomorrow the scariest exam of all, and the end:D actually i still have one exam but it's rather easy, just a 15-20 min talk in english so it's fun:D wish me luck tomorrow morning, but i guess i'm gonna be all right, i'll be talking about Millais' Ophelia, the most beautiful of all Ophelia's paintings.
I still have to read some stuff about some writers, but then i;m gonna watch the second part of Hamlet with Kenneth Branagh, he's really a good actor. 

Saturday, May 11, 2013

yay my finals are finally over:D well alomst, and still the worst exam is on tuesday, it's fun:D

Monday, May 6, 2013

Sunday, May 5, 2013

everybody be cool! this is a robbery!

the brake before my finals is almost over. fun.
i'm almost done with all the stuff i wanted to revise or read or whatever.
still need to read the books for my presentation but i have over a week for that...

i've got so many things i wanna do after the exams i think i won't have time to do them all.xd

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

John Zorn Night Thoughts


Monday, April 29, 2013

you brought your gun?

enjoy my playlist on 8tracks.

track list.
Chant Hans Zimmer from Black Hawk Down 
Main Titles John Powell from The Bourne Identity
The Duel Harry Gregson-Williams from The Chronicles of Narnia Prince Caspian
Pier 17 Thomas Newman from The Adjustment Bureau
Heart of courage Two steps from hell
Shootout Part 1 Carter Burwell from In Bruges 
Showdown in the Ballet Studio Carter Burwell from Twilight
Dragon Battle John Powell from How to Train Your Dragon
Nero  Two steps from hell from Archangel
Kraken Hans Zimmer from  Pirates of Caribbean at Worls's End

Saturday, April 27, 2013

i'm trying to write presentation for one of my final exams...i started to realise that my topic sucks...
the school is over. finally.

Friday, April 19, 2013

yay, so only one week of school left.:D
then just exams and holidays, yay:D

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

doing math and listening to some awesome stuff.
well that's what i've been doing for yyymmm like 3 days now.;d it's fun. more or less./ i guess less..but oh well.

Saturday, April 13, 2013

just something i did yesterday and 2 days ago. enjoy.

all works belong to me, you may not use them. and please don't claim them as yours.
do your own art, don't steal. 

 Jessica Chastain
Margaery Tyrell /Game of Thrones/
(okay, i know, she does not look like Margaery._.)

+ a nice song

Friday, April 12, 2013

i love the way the contemporary music goes along with classical. I guess Zimmer loves to mix the "styles" and his scores are just perfect. This time not Zimmer but Escale. enjoy

Saturday, April 6, 2013

And deep inside I felt things shifting everything was melting away.

posting some works from march and april...all done on 35x50 bristol.(but most of them is cut in photoshop)

all works belong to me, you may not use them. and please don't claim them as yours.

and some awesome music.;d