Monday, October 29, 2012

głupota sięga zenitu
laptop usilnie próbuje poddać się sile grawitacji
a prawdopodobieństwo wystąpienia jutrzejszego sprawdzianu z prawdopodobieństwa jest większe od 1.

na dodatek znalazlam jakąś swoją cudną myśl z 10 marca, która nie dość ze jest niesamowicie idiotyczna, jednocześnie nieprawdopodobnie prawdziwa, to jeszcze jakimś cudem moge jej część sprwafrazować, więc tak to jest jak jedna osoba nie wie czego chce, a druga jest po prostu głupia. zastanawiam się czasem, ale tylko czasem, żeby nie wyszło, że nie mam poważniejszych problemów, czemu pisze takie głupoty,a jeszcze jakby to nie było mało, później do nich wracam.

I said you could be, you should be you, could be mine

yay! i survived. well i still need to survive tomorrow.and it's gonna be kinda easy after that.well only kinda. but it's gonna be fun. funtime as my friend says.;D

so because i've not posted my doodles for a while here's something i did just a few moments ago.;>

do not use./claim as yours.
um and a song for the cold evening. Guns n' Roses You Could Be Mine

Sunday, October 28, 2012

why won't you just be strong

why do people say "there's always hope", oh God, how i hate this word "hope". Ain't it the most awful of all the words? Okay, i don't mean when it's said " i hope it won't rain"etc. but "you shouldn't lose hope, he can change his decision"etc. Isn't like lying to yourself. Having a slightest hope that something will happen, even if you know that it'd never happen, but maybe. at least in my case it's killing me, when somebody says "how can you know, there's always hope" isn't it the most stupid thing to say to somebody. instead of helping them get through something painful/sad you're trying to deny the reality. it's like fearing to face the truth. gosh. well okay, i HOPE i'll get through this situation without hoping that it will change for sth better.

you make me feel, I just can't carry on
but I know I won't always be that way
'cos my heart will rise up with the morning sun
and the hurt I feel will simply melt away

Friday, October 26, 2012

sunshine, moonlight, good time, boogie

Because it's dark and cold and really unpleasant outside, it's a perfect moment to get back to the lovely memories of summer. yes this means i'm finally posting photos from my holidays.yay!
So as you know i spent some of my summer break in Barcelona. It'a an amazing city! We had great weather, in fact we were very lucky, as it wasn't too hot. I've no idea how much it was outside but in the apartment we had around 30'C for the whole 2 weeks! It was really hard to spent the noon hours in there, so the best solution was just to go outside.;> So what i was doing there? Basicly i was just going there and there and everywhere! I've visited quite a few museums, some of them are really, really worth visiting and some of them maybe not. I've seen the masterpieces of Gaudi's architecture(but about that next time) and well i had so much fun! I live in a quite small city compared to Barcelona so i was pretty much surprised when i saw so many people outside at 3 am! so the night life is pretty lively. I've been to a really interesting festival "AFROCAÑA Festival Del Muno Afro". You could try there food from different countries of the South and Middle America. And of course there were awesome bands playing! There was another festival on the streets of the district we lived in.(right next to the Av Paral-lel.) The scenes were in different places so you could just walk around and listen to different music.;d

Barcelona at night. enjoy.:>

building on La Rambla
Plaça de Catalunya
Fountain in front of the Catalonian National Art Museum

Fountain in front of the Catalonian National Art Museum

and few photos from the AFROCAÑA festival.;>

this guy reminds me of my class mate.
an awesome band, whose name i do not know.:<
Terapia de Groove
this guy in black hat was awesome.xD
i hope you can see something in here. some people were playing drums, they were fantastic!

look forward to more posts.;> it might take me a while to post them but well...yeah.;D

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

What in the world's come all over me?

I admit die deutsche Grammatik habt mit mir gewonnen. Ich glaube ich werde nicht die Abitur in deutscher Sprachen schreiben....jaaa...okay. that's enough. I must say i didn't even use translate google for that.O-o well yeah anyway i'll be going to do sth more productive.

song of the day. ZZ Top Rough Boy

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Ich sehe was, was du nicht siehst

it's nice to find out that on the exams at the univeristy they want you to draw a model not a still life. good to know. i need to find somebody to sit 2 hours for me without moving.xD wish me luck.
anyway i spent a wonderful day yesterday, and the classes were also cool:D the weather was perfect/well today it also should be but it's quite foggy. almost like there was milk instead of air.;d/ so i took my camera and took a few pictures./it took me half a day to realize i changed the file size to the smallest one._./  I won't post them now, cause in few minutes Sherlock is starting but you can expect them soon/well i know i know i still have photos from holidays to post. but there's just so many of them that i don't know which one to choose!/ okay i think i'm gonna doodle sth very quick and watch Sherlock;>

song of the day: Rammstein Moskau

Friday, October 19, 2012

The light bulb's gettin dim there's meltdown in the sky

So i'm just about to write another post about nothing.maybe i shouldn't even start. but oh wait. I know what i wanted to write about.
Yesterday i wateched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button yes, this amazing movie with Brad Pitt and Cate Blanchett. For those who don't know what's it about i recommend watching the trailer below and then the whole movie, because it's really worth it. Not only because you see Pitt kinda really old but then he's soooooo handsome.;D and there's also sth for boys because Cate is really beautiful, i think, oh and there's also Tilda Swinton, but let's leave it as a surprise.;> I must say that it's been a long time since i've watched a movie and actually paid a lot of attention to what was going on./oh well, except Wallander i guess, but about it next time.;d/

story: 6.5/7
actors: 6.5/7
music: 6/7
all in all: 6.5/7

ummm..and song of the day: Aerosmith Livin' on the Edge

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

living reflection from a dream

Lately i'm fascinated by both Allan Edgard Poe and Harry Clarke. The first because of his amazing stories. I just love the way he writes. How he describes feelings. And the atmosphere in his stories, something dark, mysterious and kinda creepy. Along with his works comes Clarke, whose illustrations can be found in some editions of Poe's books, I'm lucky to have one. They are simply perfect. The black & white pictures suit perfectly to the atmosphere and everything. When i bought Poe's collection of stories my mum told me that i wouldn't like it, but i totally love it. Let's have a look at few works by Clarke.

of course i've updated my other blog and wrote about Clarke, you can go and see it.;> 

and song of the day: Led Zeppelin Tangerine

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Just check me out all I got is a 25 ahaha

a day without school is always a good day.

it's not true that when it rains kids are bored. maybe because i'm not a kid /well theoretically/ but i can still sing  "i'm just a kid and life is a nightmare"

 old song but still cool. i used to listen to Simple Plan a lot back then, but i still remember the lyrics.;d together with my friend during holidays we used to sit by the lake and sing it along with few other songs also by Good Charlotte. good old times, but the new ones are i guess better.  well even though i'm 18 i don't feel like i'm so old and even my family tells me all the time that i should start acting like one. well my brother means that i should party all day and all night and get drunk every possible time._. but well okay. this post is going nowhere._. so i guess i'm gonna end it here. without any conclusion or whatever.

and the song of the day: ZZ Top I Gotsta Get Paid  (a really great song.:>)

Monday, October 15, 2012

Why don't you listen to me, babe why don't you please come home

Okay, so i suppose you all know that few years ago there was let's say "fashion" for all these emo kids and stuff like cutting your veins and talking about it over and over again. This is totally stupid, i mean, you won't even kill yourself when you cut your wrists. Maybe it's about pain, or something. I dunno, never tired. But today when i was so lucky to catch an earlier late bus, i had again a wonderful opportunity to travel with the same girls i did last week(they were staring at me all the way._.) they're like 11 or 12 years old and whatever you'd like to say they are still kids. But today i heard one asking the other did you cut yourself because of this guy? asked in a way in which you'd ask about last week's weather or yesterday's dinner. kinda funny. Maybe just because i find it really funny when 12-14 years old girls say about their boyfriends that they are love of their lives and they will never love anyone so much. but even more amusing are blogs run by those girls about love, and love problems, and pregnancy and tolerance, and stuff like that and well they are even giving you advices! how brilliant is that! I've always wanted my problems to be solved by 14 years old girl. I bet she knows better how hard it is to decide to have an abortion because she had it! Well maybe i'm wrong and the world is not the way i think it is, but i can not be worse than i think it is.

but let's not think about it for a minute or even a few and listen to some pretty nice music and exactly to Plant's gorgeous voice.C; Gods of music.

Led Zeppelin How Many More Times /it's always a nice way to end the day.;>

Und der Wald er steht so schwarz und leer

i believe i've posted it before but whatever.

Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein
Mit dir bin ich auch allein

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Well, isn't it midnight on the other side of the world

 When I was doing research for a new post on my art blog i came across this wonderful painting of Ophelia.
well it is a little bit creepy, isn't it?
Ophelia by Pierre Auguste Cot
more paintings of Ophelia you can find on my blog here. I believe i'll have to make another post in the same topic if i'll continue bumping into such wonderful artworks.;d

and song of the day: Fleetwood Mac Isn't It Midnight

Saturday, October 13, 2012

your life is trite and jaded, boring and confuscated

Since i've seen the trailer in cinema when my friend took me to see Avengers with him i waited to see Rock of Ages. But when i finally watched it yesterday i was really disappointed. First when I saw this blond girl playing the main role i was like what? Hanna Montana? come on. Then i saw the guys playing the other main character and i was like what? a surfer? Tom Cruise played well someone between Axl Rose and Axl Rose but at least he, Russell Brand and Alec Bodwin played quite well and kinda suited to the whole "80s" scenery. As i said before i wasn't very positive about Julianne Hough and Diego Boneta and i definitely was not after they started singing. I admit Boneta has a good voice, but somehow these two just looked kinda weird there. Well as for a musical it is pretty good, but the plot's quite trite, nevertheless the music's great. To my surprise Cruise has a really good voice, i always associated him with Mission Impossible,  i guess i just wasn't expecting him to be a rock legend.;D Anyway if you like Def Leppard, Guns n' Roses, Twisted Sister, etc. you may like to spend an evening with this movie, but I believe for some The School of Rock will be a much better option. ;>

story: 4/7
actors: 4.5/7
music: 5.5/7
all in all: 5/7

and just to stay in this atmosphere song of the day: Twisted Sister We're Not Gonna Take It

Thursday, October 11, 2012

You could try to get closer to me

greek columns in axonometry are sick! i hate ellipses.>< gosh. i'll be going back to drawing them._.

but let's listen to some music first.  song of the day: Def Leppard Hysteria

You could try to get closer to me
but i guess you just don't want to.

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

autumn days

Yesterday while going back home by car with my parents i passed a park near the place where i live. Autumn has begun a while ago and many trees are still green, but day by day more and more are getting pretty colours. Also i was lucky and the light of yesterdays late afternoon was really wonderful. And then few moments later the weather changed. Black clouds covered the sky and a storm(if we can call it a storm in October) came. In the evening when i was going somewhere the stormy weather was still in the air. Heavy drops of rain were falling down from the sky and the strong wind blew just in my direction.Just the weather i love. Stormy sealike weather. Although it's getting colder and colder, and each day is shorter i must tell i really enjoy these autumn days. On a pleasant day it's a good opportunity to go outside, and during the long windy evenings having a good book around is undisputedly the best way to spend it. Of course there's many other things you can do. Because of much work i have to do for my school and extra classes my evenings are much shorter and after a not even exhausting, boring would be more accurate word, i'm simply to tired to do some of the things i'd like to or i've planned to do. But autumn evenings are also a perfect time to listen to jazz and think about past things. I think i tend to be too melancholic sometimes, so forgive me this little note about loneliness and sadness which are brought along with the autumn fog.

and especially for you song of the day: Tomasz Stańko - Ballada

if you'd like to see some great artists inspired by Shakespeares  Hamlet visit my art blog.;>

Sunday, October 7, 2012

in the evening

I've just started to read The Ice Man by Philip Carlo. I found in at the university library and decided to read it because of the creepy cover and sticker "New York Times Bestseller". But after reading 1/3 i'm really disappointed. It's a story of a serial killer Richard Kuklinski. And well that's the problem it's story of his life not a detective story, there's no mystery to solve. The only interesting part can be how the police finally caught him, and if somebody likes the pretty detailed  descriptions of murders. I also don't like the fact, that something is written in one chapter and then in the next one the author repeats it, after few times it's starts to be a little bit annoying. I don't really think i will finish it, well maybe one day but for sure not now, i've got a way better books to read.

Friday, October 5, 2012

i believe i'll change my fate and go to architecture, cause i really shouldn't be one.

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Hold myself up and love my scars

ummm so yesterday i was in Warsaw at the opening of the exhibition of works after workshops in summer. actually i went there only to meet my friend.;d but that's also a good reason.;d anyway i think i'll be going back to drawing columns of awesomeness.;d wish me luck.

song of the day.Linkin Park Lost in the Echo

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

take everything from the inside

this painting really creeps me out, but i like it.

William Holman Hunt Christ and the two Marys

song of the day. Linkin Park From the Inside