Sunday, December 30, 2012

lovin' it

So not so long ago i've watched On the Road, movie based on a novel by Jack Kerouac. I think it was pretty good, well lately i watch mostly only good movies;D but anyway, i really enjoyed the music. jazz. and right now i'm listening to the soundtrack by Gustavo Santaolalla. Also i finally managed to find an ebook, so i'm gonna read Kerouac's book when i'll have a little bit of time.
have some jazz from the soundtrack and go and watch the movie(don't be discouraged by Kirsten Stewart starring there she looks pretty good for a drug addict;D)

Friday, December 28, 2012

i can't believe i did this!

yay! new tumblr.;D visit it!:D

anyway the year is almost over, i can't believe it! (hahaha it reminded me one quote from tangled.;d i can't believe i did this, i can't believe i did this!;D)

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

i'm so afraid the way i feel

I'm so afraid from The Dance album by Fleetwood Mac is fantastic, way better than the studio version, which is still a great song. enjoy C:

Saturday, December 22, 2012

Pour some sugar on me

it's good to stay home on Saturday. gosh i don't remember when was the last time i had such a free weekend.xd i'm doin' nothing all day.xD

posting a drawing i did back in october or september, i don't remember.xd i'm producing a lot of shitty drawings lately, so i don't really have anything to post.:<

do not use it.

Thursday, December 20, 2012

gimmie all your lovin'

I made today with my friend a random cake from cake mix with a little bit of this and that.xd surprisingly it looks pretty tasty.xD anyway i totally don't feel like it's christmas, and that's pretty good cause i don't really like all this christmas atmosphere. but whatever.

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Ich brauche Zeit, kein Heroin, kein Alkohol, kein Nikotin.

I'm making presentation about human trafficking in Europe, Asia and Africa, and wow, I knew it's a really interesting subject but I've never thought it'd interest me so much!:D anyway I wasn't aware this problem is so serious. Well yes, i knew that people are forced to work even in European countries, but not in such an enormous scale! um well about that maybe next time.

Let's listen to Rammstein and have fun doin' math. lol impossible.

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Deep waters hold reflections, of times lost long ago.

took some photos of my sketches so i may post something soon.xd i must be going back to math.:<
i just wanted to share this awesome song with you./from Brave soundtrack

Monday, December 3, 2012

as i finally learnt the title, i just must have shared this with you!:>

I shouldn't laugh but I know I'm a failure in your eyes.

people are rather funny, when they're not terrifying.

yeah well, anyway i gotta get back to work.

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

i gave you all

How can you say that your truth is better than ours? 

But I gave you all
But you rip it from my hands
And you swear it's all gone
And you rip out all I have
Just to say that you've won

Well now you've won

Monday, November 26, 2012

i'm disgusted with this whole fucking world. i'm disgusted i'm a part of it.

I’ve been dying to get out

nanana. acting like a total dumbass is sometimes fun.xD
anyway i got my results from math exams. could be better. but as for now, and considering how my math classes look like, they are quite satisfying. Although i haven't got my english exams results yet, i'm already ashamed of myslef._.

okay. enough now about some other stuff. Yesterday i've seen Paris, je t'aime. 2-hour movie made of many shorter separate stories. all of them take place in Paris, and of course the thing that connects them is love, understood in many ways. my fave one was the one with the blind guy and girl from Boston (played by Natalie Portman) Some of the stories are sad, some weird, some ridiculous. i guess you might find at least one that you will enjoy.;>

story: 4.5/7
actors: 6/7
music: 5/7
all in all: 5/7

and some music. maybe we'll stay in the old days. enjoy Relient K. once again. Be my escape

Sunday, November 25, 2012

Big shiny nine she's mine all mine

this song is just soooo awesome!:D  ~ZZ Top Big Shiny Nine

anyway i planned so much for today but i ended doing nothing.:< well okay i tried to finish one of my drawings. but it's lame and i don't have the patience to finish it. also i've got so many sketches and some doodles and stuff, i just need to scan or took photos. so i can share them with you. some of them are fancy i think.;d

have another song.;d have a nice evening.;> and take a look at my art blog.;>

Rammstein Mein Herzt Brennt

Friday, November 23, 2012

getting used to living in the midst of your perfection

finally after exams. glad i still have 6 months till the real ones.
today i'm trying to catch up with everything i have to do or had to do for the last week.;d

i went back to listening some old stuff. and it's still a way.

 I was so afraid cause you were so much better than me
 I guess it's safe to say you're never coming back
And I understand why you wouldn't want to

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Have a Little Mercy

i'm speechless. this is just sooo awesome! Schiele is the god of line!

Portrait of Edith Schiele, the artist's wife
Portrait of Miss Waerndorfer
Wally with a Red Blouse
Seated female nude with elbows propped
yup, these are works from the Schiele post, check out the rest of the awesomeness here.;D

anyway apart from the fact that this week wasn't really the luckiest one, i have so much

ZZ Top Have a Little Mercy

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Get yourself loose, get yourself high.

okay, 2 things today. first. today i must say i was shocked, it's not like i have no idea how people are, or how some people are, but this time it went too far. it doesn't really matter what was the subject of the discussion, but stopping it at one point saying it's no use to continue, when the other person is talking is completely boorish! I mean c'mon, what's the matter? just because you have different opinion it doesn't mean you can disrespect others. of course it depends on the person, but when you don't even want to listen to what somebody has to say when he has a different opinion, it's sick. i'm sorry but then you have a serious problem and you should look at yourself and try to do something about it. it's not only about respect but by listening you can learn a lot, you can start seeing things from a different angle, and whether you agree or not, it might be worth to know how others see an idea or whatever are you talking about. i could go further into characters, which annoy me, but maybe next time.

second. as i'm overthinking everything lately, and yesterday among many things i thought about were motivation, work and few other stuff, which i won't mention, but i'm thinking about having a break from ALL THIS. i mean it's really inspiring going through all stuff on the internet but it's killing something inside of me, i think. i don't mean to cut off from the world completely, because it's impossible nowadays, as i have school and other things i have to take care of, i can't allow myself to just lock my laptop in a cupboard, but i'm thinking about spending only few minutes. i'll be posting something from time to time(i guess as often as now), and of course i'll still be running the art blog (yes, i'll try to post sth daily)  so don't worry.( i don't really think you care but whatever.)  

let's end this post with nice music. enjoy.;> ZZ Top Can't Stop Rockin'

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

The boy's no good

umm yeah, so lately i try to over-think every possible thing. or maybe just one. anyway i really try to sort things out, i really do! i'm also stuck with preparing for my final exams in may. and i suck so badly, or maybe just the exercises i try to make are stupid./yeah i keep tellin' myself that all the time. but this doesn't seem to help. another thing i neglect is drawing, i don't mean drawing like just doodlin' or whatever, i should work on the line, and stuff like that. again, i really do try! but trying is not enough.
somebody told me a while ago that things will pick up in a while, cause it's always like that, and what if i've not reached the bottom yet?

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Monday, November 5, 2012

Alegoria Czasu.

Alegoria Czasu, 
który gna niczym rączy rumak, po polu dmuchawców.

(Allegory of Time, 
who scampers like a swift horse, on a field of daffodils.)

just something i've just finished few minutes ago.
It speaks for itself.
sorry for the lame photo, but there's no sun here at this time.

Sunday, November 4, 2012

If it keeps on rainin', levee's goin' to break

Since i've started my other blog, i've stopped posting art here, so today i decided to post a few works that recently inspired (or whatever), the ones that i find interesting, or touching in some way. umm..but maybe first some music.;>

Led Zeppelin When the Levee Breaks

(clik on the photos to enlarge)
Annunciation by Jan van Eyck (1434)
 Fascination with the old Masters works.
Midsummer's Eve by Edward Hughes (1908)
 It's pure magic.
Just take a look at other Hughes' works and you'll say the same.

Enid and Geraint by Rowland Wheelwright (1907)
 Just for the good medieval time's sake.(well maybe not so good.;d)
Changing The Letter by Joseph Edward Southall (1861-1944)

by Mikael Bourgouin (contemporary artist)

Vanitas still life by Pieter Claesz (1630)

Portrait of Jaroslava by Alphonse Mucha (19th/20th Century)
 All time love - Alfons Mucha.<3 but this time not in "Mucha" style.
Study, The Water's Edge by Berthe Morisot (19th Century)

The Lanterns by Charles Courtney Curran (19th Century)

American Barns by Eyvind Earle (20th Century)

Ancient Forest by Eyvind Earle (20th Century)
 I just came across Earle's works and I find them really fantastic. The colours are wonderful, and his just look at American Barns, this work is so simple, but ain't it simply awesome? Now look at the next work, it's really fascinating, again, it looks simple and geometrical, but there's this magical atmosphere. And the last work Sleeping Beauty I don't know if he was one of  artists working on the Disney movie, but for me it looks a little bit as if he worked for Disney then. I must check it later.
Sleeping Beauty by Eyvind Earle (20th Century)

Apple Tree, I by  Gustav Klimt (19th/20th Century)
 It's just so colourful! Love it!

Avond Evening the Red Tree by  Piet Mondrian (1910)
 I came across this work yesterday on Wikipainting. I just love the colors, the cold background and the warm tree. Reminds me a little bit of Van Gogh's Starry Night, and a little bit of Picasso (cause he was a master in mixing cold and warm colours in one work.)

Brontosaurus Civitas by Jacek Yerka (2004)
 This big something I assume Brontosaurus is really adorable, ain't it?;> Anyway I was really surprised to find out that the artist-Jacek Yerka was born in Torun.(Poland) As I've never heard of him before, I'm glad I did now.
by Charles Robinson
 Reminds me of Dulac's works. here's a my previous post about him, if you're interested.

Full Moon by Paul Klee (1919)
 I wouldn't thought before that I'd post something like this, but try to tell me this is not fun.

Idylls of the King by Gustave Dore (Romanticism--19th Century)

Ocean Waves by Katsushika Hokusai
Somekind of interest in the Japanese traditions.

Sleeping Nude with a Red Shawl by Zinaida Serebriakova (1930)

Woman Smiling by Lucian Freud (1959)
Now you could ask me what's so ....... about it? Well I find Freud's works interesting, sometimes maybe a little bit disgusting, but just a little. I like the fact that people on his works are not beautiful, that they are presented in a rather unpleasant way, although this artwork is pretty, I think.

Yes, that was a few.;D I hope you liked it. Some of this works've been already posted on the art blog so feel free to visit.;> I'm thinking of making more post like this, cause it's fun;>

Saturday, November 3, 2012

so this is me somewhere last week.and sometime, some real long time ago.
that was fun

anyway Tangled is an awesome movie.but today i'm watching the second movie from Millennium Trilogy Girl Who Played with Fire./of course the Swedish version./ gonna write about it later.;d meanwhile you can check out my art blog, you may find there pretty nice things to look at.;d

And I'm hung up upon dreams, I'm never gonna see yet

gonna make a pumpkin cake today.yay!;D anyway i hope it will turn out yummy.;d umm..also i'd love to finish or maybe start some drawings i have to do for the next week's classes. so it's gonna be a busy saturday and it's 12pm already.;d

let's start the afternoon with a nice song.;d Molly Hatchet Dreams I'll Never See enjoy.;>

Thursday, November 1, 2012

I tried to paint sth today but i seem to be hopeless at everything i try today. so i started to go through youtube and look what i've found;D i find it quite funny. have a look.

 The Black Keys Tighten Up

Monday, October 29, 2012

głupota sięga zenitu
laptop usilnie próbuje poddać się sile grawitacji
a prawdopodobieństwo wystąpienia jutrzejszego sprawdzianu z prawdopodobieństwa jest większe od 1.

na dodatek znalazlam jakąś swoją cudną myśl z 10 marca, która nie dość ze jest niesamowicie idiotyczna, jednocześnie nieprawdopodobnie prawdziwa, to jeszcze jakimś cudem moge jej część sprwafrazować, więc tak to jest jak jedna osoba nie wie czego chce, a druga jest po prostu głupia. zastanawiam się czasem, ale tylko czasem, żeby nie wyszło, że nie mam poważniejszych problemów, czemu pisze takie głupoty,a jeszcze jakby to nie było mało, później do nich wracam.

I said you could be, you should be you, could be mine

yay! i survived. well i still need to survive tomorrow.and it's gonna be kinda easy after that.well only kinda. but it's gonna be fun. funtime as my friend says.;D

so because i've not posted my doodles for a while here's something i did just a few moments ago.;>

do not use./claim as yours.
um and a song for the cold evening. Guns n' Roses You Could Be Mine

Sunday, October 28, 2012

why won't you just be strong

why do people say "there's always hope", oh God, how i hate this word "hope". Ain't it the most awful of all the words? Okay, i don't mean when it's said " i hope it won't rain"etc. but "you shouldn't lose hope, he can change his decision"etc. Isn't like lying to yourself. Having a slightest hope that something will happen, even if you know that it'd never happen, but maybe. at least in my case it's killing me, when somebody says "how can you know, there's always hope" isn't it the most stupid thing to say to somebody. instead of helping them get through something painful/sad you're trying to deny the reality. it's like fearing to face the truth. gosh. well okay, i HOPE i'll get through this situation without hoping that it will change for sth better.

you make me feel, I just can't carry on
but I know I won't always be that way
'cos my heart will rise up with the morning sun
and the hurt I feel will simply melt away

Friday, October 26, 2012

sunshine, moonlight, good time, boogie

Because it's dark and cold and really unpleasant outside, it's a perfect moment to get back to the lovely memories of summer. yes this means i'm finally posting photos from my holidays.yay!
So as you know i spent some of my summer break in Barcelona. It'a an amazing city! We had great weather, in fact we were very lucky, as it wasn't too hot. I've no idea how much it was outside but in the apartment we had around 30'C for the whole 2 weeks! It was really hard to spent the noon hours in there, so the best solution was just to go outside.;> So what i was doing there? Basicly i was just going there and there and everywhere! I've visited quite a few museums, some of them are really, really worth visiting and some of them maybe not. I've seen the masterpieces of Gaudi's architecture(but about that next time) and well i had so much fun! I live in a quite small city compared to Barcelona so i was pretty much surprised when i saw so many people outside at 3 am! so the night life is pretty lively. I've been to a really interesting festival "AFROCAÑA Festival Del Muno Afro". You could try there food from different countries of the South and Middle America. And of course there were awesome bands playing! There was another festival on the streets of the district we lived in.(right next to the Av Paral-lel.) The scenes were in different places so you could just walk around and listen to different music.;d

Barcelona at night. enjoy.:>

building on La Rambla
Plaça de Catalunya
Fountain in front of the Catalonian National Art Museum

Fountain in front of the Catalonian National Art Museum

and few photos from the AFROCAÑA festival.;>

this guy reminds me of my class mate.
an awesome band, whose name i do not know.:<
Terapia de Groove
this guy in black hat was awesome.xD
i hope you can see something in here. some people were playing drums, they were fantastic!

look forward to more posts.;> it might take me a while to post them but well...yeah.;D

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

What in the world's come all over me?

I admit die deutsche Grammatik habt mit mir gewonnen. Ich glaube ich werde nicht die Abitur in deutscher Sprachen schreiben....jaaa...okay. that's enough. I must say i didn't even use translate google for that.O-o well yeah anyway i'll be going to do sth more productive.

song of the day. ZZ Top Rough Boy

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Ich sehe was, was du nicht siehst

it's nice to find out that on the exams at the univeristy they want you to draw a model not a still life. good to know. i need to find somebody to sit 2 hours for me without moving.xD wish me luck.
anyway i spent a wonderful day yesterday, and the classes were also cool:D the weather was perfect/well today it also should be but it's quite foggy. almost like there was milk instead of air.;d/ so i took my camera and took a few pictures./it took me half a day to realize i changed the file size to the smallest one._./  I won't post them now, cause in few minutes Sherlock is starting but you can expect them soon/well i know i know i still have photos from holidays to post. but there's just so many of them that i don't know which one to choose!/ okay i think i'm gonna doodle sth very quick and watch Sherlock;>

song of the day: Rammstein Moskau

Friday, October 19, 2012

The light bulb's gettin dim there's meltdown in the sky

So i'm just about to write another post about nothing.maybe i shouldn't even start. but oh wait. I know what i wanted to write about.
Yesterday i wateched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button yes, this amazing movie with Brad Pitt and Cate Blanchett. For those who don't know what's it about i recommend watching the trailer below and then the whole movie, because it's really worth it. Not only because you see Pitt kinda really old but then he's soooooo handsome.;D and there's also sth for boys because Cate is really beautiful, i think, oh and there's also Tilda Swinton, but let's leave it as a surprise.;> I must say that it's been a long time since i've watched a movie and actually paid a lot of attention to what was going on./oh well, except Wallander i guess, but about it next time.;d/

story: 6.5/7
actors: 6.5/7
music: 6/7
all in all: 6.5/7

ummm..and song of the day: Aerosmith Livin' on the Edge

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

living reflection from a dream

Lately i'm fascinated by both Allan Edgard Poe and Harry Clarke. The first because of his amazing stories. I just love the way he writes. How he describes feelings. And the atmosphere in his stories, something dark, mysterious and kinda creepy. Along with his works comes Clarke, whose illustrations can be found in some editions of Poe's books, I'm lucky to have one. They are simply perfect. The black & white pictures suit perfectly to the atmosphere and everything. When i bought Poe's collection of stories my mum told me that i wouldn't like it, but i totally love it. Let's have a look at few works by Clarke.

of course i've updated my other blog and wrote about Clarke, you can go and see it.;> 

and song of the day: Led Zeppelin Tangerine